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I finished reading the fourth book on Friday and have been thinking ever since. Not about the book, even though parts of it were thought-provoking, rather about myself and Paul. I am not sure whether it really is love that I feel for him. I know that I obbviously do far too much thinking for my own good, but this time I feel that I should be doing more thinking than normal. I mean, this is serious, being in love with someone. It's just that, he's at Hickstead this weekend, and I am missing him, and really want to be there and would have been, except for the fact that I don't have that many holidays left. Yes, I miss him, but I'm not sure if it's for the right reasons. The same as, I'm not sure if what I feel for him is actually love or lust.

Maybe I'm just scared of getting too deeply involved with someone again after what happened between me and Franz 7 years ago, but I need someone to try and explain to me what it is exactly that I'm feeling.

I am sure there must be a name for my condition. How else is it possible for me to go out on Tuesday, buy 4 books, not start reading the first one until that evening and still finish it the same day (Ok, 2:15 Wednesday morning, but that's still a book read within a 24 hour period!) Then start the first of the remaining 3 books Wednesday and tonight be right near the end of the third of those 3? Yes, I was reading them carefully as well. Want to know the really depressing thing? The book that I started reading Tuesday evening and finished in the wee small hours of Wednesday morning was the last book in the Harry Potter series. There must be a name for this inability to stop reading a book until it is finished. I will conceed that I have put the book I am currently reading down in order to write this, but I am struggling to stop myself from picking it back up. I have my own book to write, Ok 3 of them at least, and picking this book back up and continuing to read it is not going to help me.
Can anyone sugest a name for this condition and, can it be cured or at least treated?

That's where I'll be tomorrow. Köln. I can't wait, I'm so excited. No mum, no dad, and no Tess for 3 whole nights. Yay!
Incase you're a bit confused about the post title, it means: Köln is a feeling.
This little phrase is printed on bags, T-shirts, mugs, pens, and anything else large enough to take the phrase that they sell in the tourist shop opposite the Dom.

I love Cologne. I've probably mentioned it before now, I know, but the city is amazing: shops, cafes, coffee shops, chocolate museum, Dom, Seil bahn, zoo, numerous other museums, galleries and attractions. Oh, and did I mention the Chocolate museum?

Guess where Motty's going to be spending lots of time

The only, only downer is: I have to come home Monday

I want to stay there!

If anyone from Cologne is reading this, do you have a job going that I could do?

This is the link: http://www.petitiononline.com/nicksy
All you lovers of Late Night Nicksy, you need to sign this petition. I've signed it, and so have others. But we need more support!
The more signatures the better, so get signing!

I am starting a petition. Manchester needs Late Night Nicksy like City need a decent Striker. This is the great man in question:

We need people to send their support for Nicksy to the bosses of Key 103, petitioning them to bring his show back. Macdonald and Maguire are rubbish! they spend all their time massaging their egos, thinking they're great. My dad stopped listening to Key 103's sister station, Magic 1152, in the mornings because he couldn't stand them. And my dad's fairly tolerant.
So, all you Nicksy fans out there: You know what you need to do, let's do it! Let's get Nicksy back on the Late Night slot!

So, any one want to guess where I am in this picture?

Strangely enough, no, I wasn't at Glastonbury. I spent my Sunday at a very wet and muddy Hickstead, watching Geoff Billington win the Hickstead Derby on Cassabachus. The photo was taken by Mum as we were making our way back to the car, wondering whether or not it would be bogged down.
Luckily it wasn't, but given the driving conditiond in the car park, I am considering entering this years Rally of Great Britain. Anyone know where I go to get an entry form and a co-driver?